It’s Sunday morning, for many people that usually means it will be a good day all around because there is church and gatherings and the Holy Spirit just surrounding you everywhere you go but especially today. I woke up and got to church a tad later than usual but I made in time for a few prayers and a cool guitar group at the end. To be honest, most Sundays don’t go how I would like them too but sometimes I just can’t do much about it. Today wasn’t really any different. Usually when you get to do what you want, your usually happy and everything but my mood just did a big 180 degree turn on me today and I have no idea why. Midway through the day somehow I felt lonely, nothing around me cheered me up. Luckily that whole feeling lasted about 30 minutes or so and then faded away. I guess I just seem to get weird mood swings and I feel sometimes I do it to myself and I don’t even realize it or know how to stop it. So I don’t know why God has me feeling like this now and then but the most interesting part is, is it effects me on Sundays the most, the day many are happy and lifted. Half of the day I’m pretty happy and the other half I just find myself in a down shift of mood that is hard to get out of. It could be spiritual warfare or just a mental imbalance of things going on. Either way, Sundays just don’t seem to be my favorite day of the week. But I have to say that when I become happier throughout the day, it’s because of friends that I have around that make all the difference.
It’s funny you say that Sudnay is what people view to be the happiest day of the week. How wonderful would it be if people put that energy to everyday of the week and make God the beggining, middle and end of the day not because they go to church but because they simply put God in the center of their day! As for you, i find it funny that you said you think you do it to yourself, but in the very next sentence comment on why you don’t know why God has you feeling this way. Remember God would never have you feeling alone because He is always there for you waiting for you to come to Him. This could also very possibly be spiritual warfare. So, Don’t let it get you down! Keep your sights on God and remember you are never alone! He is always there! And so am I. Keep up the good work! Love ya and God Bless!
By: The one we don't speak of ;) on January 14, 2008
at 6:52 pm